Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Falling Snow






As if tobogganing wasn't chouette enough, playing in freshly falling snow has got to take the cake.
We started with a cold, drizzly, dreary, gray day, and turned it into a winter wonderland by getting in the car and driving half an hour. Just over looking Van City is an easy access mountain hwy leading to the local ski hill. A short drive and we watched as the dark, wet, naked landscape slowly turned into a sparkling, bright landscape cloaked in a frosty, fluffy blanket of white. The hard drops of pelting rain suddenly became floating wayward tufts dancing the air all around us. We found a tree rimmed lot on which to park and play in the falling snow. At sea level the temp hung at 5 degrees(C) and only dropped to 0 (C) where we stopped to play. Zoe has been watching Dora and Kai Lan tromp through the snow, taste snow, and make snow angels and she knows just what to do- it's finally her turn! Julian on the other hand is getting over a nasty cold, and doesn't have thick boots or long underwear on, and after a few minutes of tossing snowballs decides that he'd rather go back in the car. So I turned on the heater and took off his cold rain boots, and daddy pelted his window with snowballs, which made him giggle with delight.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

First Snow




Zoe and Julian had their first dose of sledding today.
The kids have never personally seen snow, so I (being from tropical SoCal), think of this as a momentous event... a rite of passage for their Canadian-ness.
And despite Julian coming down with a cold, they took to it like fish to water.

Saturday, December 26, 2009

Boxing Day


Julian's turn to walk Layla

Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas Joy



How I remember getting riding goodies and other toys under the tree Christmas morning, and wanting to run out in the Christmas sunshine, and play with those brand new toys for the first time! I hope they remember this, too.

Pretty (silly)!




My one Christmas tradition to which I try to be true- going for a visit to the beach on Christmas day. What better way to celebrate the joy of the season (and the solstice) than to go for a walk in the sand (and hopefully, the sun!)
Grammy, Nico and the weasels share in Mommy's tradition, and this year, Zoe poses.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Friday, December 18, 2009

Damaged Child


Collision with a bench in Berkeley.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Girl's Day in the Cit-ay


Not in the middle of the street, mommy!!

Peek-a-boo!

Fragola Gelato with Monsieur Bear

Brain Freeze

Cafe Muse

Zoe gazes at the Oakland harbor

Today Zoe and I took a trip "into town" to check out Union Square in it's xmas glory.
Just the two of us, we bought our BART tickets and hopped on the train. On the ride, Zoe loved looking out the window and watching the cranes in the harbor- being way up high.
We arrived downtown and our first stop was the Sanrio store (Hello Kitty) at the mall. Zoe pulled me in and had fun wandering around looking at all the pink cuteness.
Then we went to the top at Nordstrom (for the nicest restrooms downtown) and peered over the railing in the center to see the lights and spangles dangling down 5 stories below. After freshening up, we hit up the fleece sale at the Gap in front of the cable car turn around at Powell. Zoe could not hold on anymore. She was insistent on going for a ride. But mommy, being the local in the know, walked us past the long line at the turn around to the corner 3 blocks up- the car's first stop on it's way up Nob Hill. Locals know to skip the line and wait here instead. Zoe could hardly wait for her ride, but scooted up the hill like a trooper.
We found room on the outside rail, but Zoe needed a seat, so a nice man made room between himself and his older daughter. Turns out they were NJ Greeks and we had a lovely chat. His other daughter is also a Greek Zoe. "Ding a ding ding"! Zoe loved the ringing of the bell and got really excited waiting for the gripman to ring it. The other passengers giggled and said, "how cute!"
We jumped ship at the top of Union St., and walked down into North Beach. Zoe wanted to see mommy's old apartment. At the top of a steep hill, we stopped to take a picture of Zoe with the bay behind her, but she was a little upset that I asked her to stand in the middle of the street.
Next, we stopped at Washington square where Zoe played peek-a-boo behind the trees before heading for the playground. There we met another daddy who steered us to pizza slices at Golden Boy on Grant/Green. It had been a while since I'd spent a lunch hour at the counter there, and Zoe couldn't reach it from the stool, so we sat out on someone's stoop, in the afternoon sun, sharing our cheese slice.
Then we walked down Columbus to Steps of Rome to taste spoonfuls of whipped cream generously doled out by cute Italian boys singing Italian Rock at the top of their lungs, but they weren't spooning or singing today, and didn't have our favorite gelato, so we moved down the street, peering into windows at pastries and colorful ceramics, watching curbside dinners twirl spaghetti, and listening to live music drift through the alleys across from City Lights. Specs, Tosca, so many great places where I'd wasted entire afternoons in my youth, now streaking by as if a faint memory from another life, as I hold my daughter's hand. Finally we found a place that had Zoe's favorite- fragola, and we stopped for a scoop.
From there, we decided to go ahead and walk down through the Jackson street antiques district, where we looked at the old and the modern furniture designs, into the Embarcadero, where we took a seat at the side of the ice rink and watched skaters slip and slide in circles around the ice. Finally, we made our way to BART, and over the bay once again.
Now that Zoe is a little older, and we don't need a stroller or diaper bag, we don't have screaming tantrums at the drop of a hat, days like this can happen more often. On the ride home, we couldn't stop talking about how much fun we had, together.

Friday, December 4, 2009

Tree Shopping



We are hunting for a tree. We usually buy one at Farmer Joe's on the corner, but they don't have them this year as they are remodeling. So we drove down to the Fruitvale store, and they didn't have them either. So we drove over to Home Depot. But they didn't have the one we wanted. We want a small one, but not the Noble... we like the Douglas, because the house doesn't smell like Christmas without one. So we bought a wreath, and we'll keep looking.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

When I hear silence


It now means that Julian has climbed up on something and/or is doing something that will get him picked up and hauled away.
The boy really loves his cat.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Hanging with the NaNus




How to buy new shoes for husband while disguising it as a family outing?
Fashion Island!
Rides on the carousel, pat the bunnies in the pet shop, watch the fountains burble, hopscotch over a Koi pond, chicken finger lunch at Red Robin- what's not to love (if you're three apples tall)?

Friday, November 27, 2009

Kayak girl



Zoe contemplates taking Nana's kayak for a spin around Naples

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Thankful



So thankful. All the time.
So, so thankful.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Conservatory of flowers




Today we went into the city, and in driving around looking for something to do, we found the conservatory of flowers. Z&J hadn't been there yet, so we went inside to explore. A nice place on a cold day because it's essentially a hot house. It reminded me a lot of Kauai with it's steamy air, dripping orchids and broad leaf plants climbing everything. The kids enjoyed exploring.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Au Revoir, Mr. Bear



This is the last picture taken with Mr. Bear.
He went missing at the Oakland airport as we loaded our luggage into the car after our flight home from Kauai.
As soon as Zoe asked about him, we pulled the car over. Took everything out of the trunk. Drove back to the airport- at 10 Pm on a Monday night. We bolted into the airport, asking, looking, scanning, running- my heart was racing as I looked into trash cans, behind desks, desperately pleading with everyone, "have you seen a little brown teddy bear?" My eyes welling up with tears. As if he were MY bear, and I was the 3 year old girl with a hole in her heart! Who would take a little girl's bear? A beat up, worn out, dirty brown, scraggly, slobbered-on teddy bear of no use to anyone but the girl who loved him more than anything?
The security guard knew who. He saw an elderly Mexican couple pick him up off the floor (probably as we were only a few feet away, walking out the door). Marcia saw them in passing. Noticed them because it looked as if they were being deported, escorted by a translator and helped by the security guard who didn't think anything of the bear until we asked.
I ran to Mexicana, asked everyone waiting, "have you seen a child's bear?". But they were gone. And so is Bear.
I hated going back to the car empty handed. Zoe took one look at me and burst into tears. Tears of loss. Her first heartbreak. All I could do was hug her, and say, "I'm so sorry. I know."
It's like loosing a pet. I know, it sounds silly. He was stuffed (badly stuffed at that). He was due for a collagen injection. I was going to buy some pillow stuffing at Michael's to plump him up a bit. He had just had a spa day and smelled April Fresh.
But even though he never said a word, he was always there. His presence was felt- it felt warm and homey. Comforting. Supportive. Understanding. When Zoe was sick, he was always there. When she was sad, he soaked up the tears. When her nose was runny, he was her Kleenex. When she was hurting, he was hugged and held. When she ran he followed, when she experienced something new or exciting, he did too. He shared all of our experiences. Mr. Bear was never far from her thoughts, and therefore, never far from mine. I felt his gravity too. If my kids came first, it meant Mr. Bear was right behind.
So as I searched desperately in the airport, asking strangers, my eyes welling with tears, they must've thought I was crazy. But they didn't have to face Zoe waiting in the car, alone.
On the way home, I felt silly tearing up over Zoe's old bear. And then Marcia said this, "When Alex was a baby, he had a stuffed puppy. That puppy went everywhere. He was raggedy and worn, but Alex loved him and carried him all the time. Of course Alex grew up and moved on from puppy. And now puppy is in my cedar chest and whenever I see him, I think of Alex as a sweet little boy, holding that puppy. And you should have Mr. Bear in your cedar chest".
Just a teddy bear. Full of stuffing. Stuffed with memories and comfort.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Tropical Tantrum


We had to get a shot of Zoe in front of this store... give up some sass for the camera!

Friday, November 13, 2009

Mosquito Coast




The caves near the end of the road

Splashdown!

Java Kai


Dawn coffee break at Java Kai, Hanalei

Thursday, November 12, 2009

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Anini Beach



Aloha Juice Bar




Tranny juice cart. Another reason to love Hanalei. Try the lilikoi smoothie! Served with a giggle and smile.